Shards of Time and Soul

I haven't written

In a long, lonely while.

But does that mean

I cease to be 

(a writer)?

I haven't loved

In a splendid stretch

Of an endless summer.

But does that mean

I've forgotten

How?

It's been many moons

Since I was 

The kind of someone

I once was

But does that mean

One me is lost

And I must now know

Another?